It’s time re-read the scriptures without any filters, void of paradigms that may be biased.
The things you have to resolve, occur when you find certain scriptures that you have willfully ignored in the past because they seem to contradict the belief system you have embraced.
You cannot fully gain from the word and grow spiritually if you come to it with a bias. Only to confirm your position. There is something known as confirmation bias. This causes you to ignore things that contradict your traditional beliefs.
The scriptures do four things when we study them. They reprove, correct, instruct, and establish doctrinal positions.
None of those four things will cease. We will constantly grow through change and renewal of our minds which is an exchange of old ideas and thoughts for the new.